Thursday, January 7, 2010

Ding, Ding! Round Two

Yep I'm in for round two on Wednesday. I'm so psyched!

I'm meeting with two people and if all goes well, I'll be meeting with the CEO shortly thereafter. It's a great organization I'd be working for (PR position) that helps talented young people from Latino, black and Native American communities, so that's an incredibly appealing added bonus to the position.

The only downside is that once again, I'm doing the mini freak out thing. You know, the running through all possible interview scenarios, responses, weaves, highlight possibilities and ways to close the deal, while an incessant stream of "IhopeIgetitIhopeIgetitIhopeIgetit...." just repeats in the back of my mind. Yeah, that one. I'm even breaking out! I'm going to need to do an at home facial tonight. And don't even get me started on the anxiety dreams. Before I got word that I was in for next week, they were kind of mild. You know, your standard, I forgot something I need, kind of dreams. But for the last two days, yeah, they've been getting a bit worse. I haven't remembered many of them but I know I've been waking up every two hours or so. One dream that I did remember had me in a huge and really high chair, unable to reach anything on the gigantic table in front of me. Un-huh. Like I said, anxiety dreams.

I swear, some day I'm going to have to actually put together a collection of my dreams together for a book. But then again, it may lead to me getting committed. Nevermind.


Dizzy Vizzy said...

Breathe, breathe and oh yeah - BREATHE!! Good luck!!

BeeOhVee said...